Berlin

"Borderline is,
hold me,
but don’t touch me.
I hate you, 
but I love you.
Please go away,
but stay with me.
Don’t come to close,
but love me.
I push you away,
and with my other arm,
I’ll pull you back.
You give me 1 finger,
I’ll take your whole body.
I want your love,
but not a relationship.
Today I don’t want to live.
Tomorrow I will see.
I want to be alone.
But not lonely.
I’ll push you away,
but stay with me then.
I am mad,
but I adore you.
Kiss my lips,
but not my soul.
I like you now,
tomorrow I’ll see.
You let my heart beat.
But you also make it stop."

R.R. (via fightingborderline)

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johannsebastianbitch:

You know whats fucking scary? The fact that I could literally change my life at any moment. I could stop talking to everyone that makes me unhappy. I could kiss whoever i want. I could shave my head or get on a plane or take my own life. Nothing is stopping me. The entire world is in my hands, and I have no idea what to do with it.

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